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♥ 6:20 PM, Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Finally the Year has ended!
The holidays are here!
and i am bored,-_-!
facing at the com all day,
thinking back at the year so far,
For God my lord has carried me through
the ups and downs of life!
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It seems like time everything has gone back to normal or even better. Thank God, when i received my results i was glad that i passed all my subjects finally the way the year ended has turned out the way the year started, but what was not meant to be mine was never going to be mine...let's just say that God had all this planned...well this year a lot of things has been happening around the house and in my life...i stopped going to my dad's the whole year so that i could live a stable life. I didn't want to be like a soccer ball being kicked around that wasn't a nice feeling at all and it turned me into a more aggressive and stressed person. From here onwards i don't know what's in the path of my life as it is dim all i know is that God will be the light of my life that will light up my path of my life. But for now i just wish for a change next year a change for good that i want to kick away all my bad habits and change into a new person.
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Here are some short messages to all my buddies out there:
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To Rachel that has been a Big Sister to me:
I thank God for having you, for helping me through the year no matter bad or good things Thank you for being like a big sister to me giving me advices, cheering me up and lending me a listening ear when i needed, sorry that i couldn't make it for church camp but hope to see you there the next year ok?
Thanks Sister!
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To Beatrice My awesome buddy:
I thank God for having you as my friend, hope that you will enjoy the S.S Camp sorry that i cannot join you guys maybe next year i can join u guys for S.S camp. Hope that you can get the subject that you want for next year!
Thanks Buddy!
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To Joanna my Golden haired partner:
My also very violent partner, i hope that next year we will be in the same class but bottom line hope that u can go to the subject that u want. You brought funny moments to my life and taught me the word
violent :X lols hope to see you next year!
Thanks Partner!
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To Melody my Very talkative friend:
Hey friends fight so no more hard feelings ok? Fight hard, but for the things that you want! I hope that u could go to the subject that you want to go, you had brought funny moments to my life
Thanks Buddy!
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To Amanda my Police Car:
Hey Smarty hope that you will get into the subject that you had chosen its ok lah don't be up set if u can't get into A.maths. i enjoyed the times we had planning for the chalet in the June holidays hope to see you next year to plan for the next chalet in June 09' ok?
Thanks Ma Da Chia!
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To kelvin my very silent friend:
Hey my very very quiet friend hope to see you next year in the class that you want to be in! hope that you could talk more and don't be so Emo...
Thanks Friend!
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To Wei Teng My Golden Goat:
Hey my another violent friend! Hope that you can get to the subject that you want to be in. You had taught me wad was
determination and
violence :X lols
Thanks Golden Goat!
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To Chee yang My eight legged buddy:
Hey thanks for lending me a listening ear when i needed hope that you will continue to work hard and continue learning the guitar. Hey When there's a will there's a way right? YOU my friend, has taught me a funny word it was...
Horny:X lols!
Thanks Buddy!
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and more...
-Zhi Guang my Very talkative buddy
-Yong Rui my Very Funny Friend
-Rigina
-Sherlyn
-Charlotte
-Linette
-Sandra
From Church:
-Jasmine my funny friend
-Jaime my cheerful friend
-Jolynn Lim
-Ruth Yap
-Ruth Low
-Jolynn Tai
-Stephanie
-Brenda
To all...THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES!!!
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Special Thanks to all the teachers who have taught me:
-Sis Alvina(Sunday School)
-Sis Shelia(Sunday School)
-uncle Andrew(guitar)
(1st Half of year 2008)
-Mrs Chu(Form Teacher+Art)
-Mr Leong(Co Form Teacher+D&T)
(2nd Half of year 2008)
-Mr Ali(Form Teacher + Litrature)
-Mdm Farharna(Co-Form+Art)
(Subject teachers)
-Mr Yeo(English)
-Mr Ali(Litrature)
-Mr Yong(chinese)
-Mr Lim(D&T)
-Mr Cheong(D&T)
-Ms Rashidah(F&N)
-Mr Lee(Geography)
-Ms Tan(Science)
-Mr Tan(P.E)
-Mdm Norpipah(history)
-Ms Phoon(Maths)
-Mdm Farharna(Art)
-Mrs Chu(Art)
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♥ 8:28 PM, Friday, October 17, 2008
To Everybody:
What have i turn myself into? i set rules on this blog but did not follow them ...I disrespected everyone, my beloved grandmother whom i had dedicated this blog to and mostly i had disrespected God. To all readers of this blog I deeply apologise for all the vulgarities and bad things that I've said i on this blog, i hope u will accept it but if u won't accept it then i won't beg u for
ur forgiveness cause i know that I've hurt some people especially Melody its not because
I'm afraid of
channice or anything but just that i can't continue this thing for long seeing the whole class turning upside down.
To Melody:
I deeply apologise for all the mean things that
I've said to u i take all the things
I've said about u back it's not because of
Channice or anything its just that i cannot stand people insulting my religion u can say everything bad about me i don't care i know
I'm a Bad christian say wad ever u want but when u insult my religion that's it i know that
I'm bad in my attitudes so i will apologise to u in class on
Monday i don't expect u to forgive me and i won't beg as well. so
that's all
I'm going to say in front of all readers now
I deeply apologise to u so I'm sorry...To Grandma:
Dear grandma
I'm sorry i turn out so bad disrespecting u, scolding all the vulgarities in the blog i wanted to be good and keep writing good things to u but things just turn out wrong
I'm sorry for doing so many bad things i hope u r enjoying life in heaven and hope that u are happy
To God:
Dear Lord father, please forgive me of my sins as i have done many things that does not glorify you i hope that you may forgive me as i continue to pray for my father to come back to you please bring him back to you as i do not wish to see him get hurt though i on the outside say that i hated him but in the inside i wanted him back...back to you for 6 years he has not played his role as a father to me but it was him that brought me to this earth...so i pray that u may forgive me all this i pray...Amen.
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♥ 2:53 PM, Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Yo peeps! just got a new hairstyle so hope u guys won't laugh! Haha today is a Almost day u know why? I'll show u why...my exam results...
English - 81/120
Maths - 49/100
Chinese - 64/130
Science - 69/100
Literature - 37/75
Art(drawing) - 61/100
History - 31/80
u see i Almost passed maths, Chinese, literature which all are short of one mark to pass, but its ok overall i think i passed everything...everything except...history -_-! yup its a very almost day...but still i thank God for making this all come true he does things always with a purpose and a plan!
*just rained in the afternoon... guess i'll just take a nap...Zzz...Zzz...Zzz...
J.C Signing off...
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♥ 4:33 PM, Monday, October 13, 2008
learn from yesterday...... live for today... hope for tomorrow...
I think its time for me to do some soul searching...here is an e-mail that someone send to me:
Read only if you have time for GodLet me tell you, make sure you read all the way to the bottom. I almost deleted this email but I was blessed when I got to the end God, when I received this e-mail, I thought I don't have time for this. And, this is really inappropriate. Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is...Exactly, what has caused lots of the problems in our world today. We try to keep God in church on Sunday morning. Maybe, Sunday night. And, the unlikely event of a midweek service. We do like to have Him around during sickness...And, of course, at funerals. However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play Because that's the part of our lives we think We can, and should, handle on our own. May God forgive me for ever thinking That there is a time or place where HE is not to be FIRST in my life. We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us.Jesus said, 'If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father.'
Yes, I do Love God, HE is my source of existence and Savior.
He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13)
THE POEMI knelt to pray but not for long,
I had too much to do.
I had to hurry and get to work
For bills would soon be due.
So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,
And jumped up off my knees.
My Christian duty was now done
My soul could rest at ease.
All day long I had no time
To spread a word of cheer.
No time to speak of Christ to friends,
They'd laugh at me I'd fear.
No time, no time, too much to do,
That was my constant cry,
No time to give to souls in need
But at last the time, the time to die.
I went before the Lord, I came,
I stood with downcast eyes.
For in his hands God held a book;
It was the book of life.
God looked into his book and said
'Your name I cannot find.
I once was going to write it down...
But never found the time'
*Make sure that you scroll through to the end.
Easy vs. Hard
-Why is it so hard to tell the truth but Yet so easy to tell a lie?
-Why are we so sleepy in church but Right when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up?
-Why is it so hard to talk about God but yet so easy to talk about nasty stuff?
-Why is it so boring to look at a Christian magazine, but yet so easy to look at a nasty one?
-Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e- mail, but yet we forward all of the nasty ones?
-Why are the churches getting smaller but yet the bars and dance clubs are getting larger?
-Do you give up?
Just remember God is watching you. Prayer Wheel-Let's see the devil stop this one!
Here's what the wheel is all about. When you see this, say a prayer for anyone that u think of ...
That's all you have to do....
There is nothing attached....
This is so powerful....
Do not stop the wheel, please....
Of all the free gifts we may receive, Prayer is the very best one....
There are no costs, but wonderful rewards... GOD BLESS!
May God keep you and bless you. If this doesn't give you chills, nothing will...this message is very true. Hope you are all as blessed as I was from this story. I wonder how many people will delete this without reading it because of the title on it?
There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak...'I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked, 'What you got there, son?' 'Just some old birds,' came the reply.
'What are you gonna do with them?' I asked.
'Take 'em home and have fun with 'em,' he answered 'I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time' 'But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do?'
'Oh, I got some cats,' said the little boy. 'They like birds. I'll take 'em to them.'
The pastor was silent for a moment. 'How much do you want for those birds, son?'
'Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing. They ain't even pretty!'
'How much?' the pastor asked again.
The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, '$10?'
The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone.
The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out, setting them free.
Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then the pastor began to tell this story.
One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. 'Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!'
'What are you going to do with them?' Jesus asked.
Satan replied, 'Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!'
'And what will you do when you get done with them?' Jesus asked. 'Oh, I'll kill 'em,' Satan glared proudly. 'How much do you want for them?' Jesus asked
'Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!'
'How much?' He asked again. Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, 'All your blood, tears and your life.' Jesus said, 'DONE!' Then He paid the price. The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit.
Notes:
Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell.
Isn't it funny how someone can say 'I believe in God' but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also 'believes' in God).
Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing?
p.s:
Guys, if you receive this in your email, is not because I want to just forward any email to you. But because I thought of you when forwarding this. That you are one who may need to read this as well.. like me..
Be blessed and have a nice day.... :)
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♥ 11:17 AM, Friday, October 10, 2008
Sianz...nothing to do for the next 5 days just staying at home to slack around the exams were great but i think i will fail chinese...btw i'm going to china for a few months...not yet confirmed yet...yup that's all for now...
Yo peeps! just got a new hairstyle so hope u guys won't laugh! Haha today is a Almost day u know why? I'll show u why...my exam results...
learn from yesterday...... 
